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The Curse

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Yes, this was a vent art.

I am furious at my father and his bitch, as I always am. My temper just flared particularly. He insisted on destroying my life and taking nearly everything that mattered to me away, and now that I'm finally free, he threw away all of my things that I was forced to leave there.

That's about $500.00 worth of things, all of which I cared about, and a lot of which can never be replaced.

To top it all off, he has destroyed my chances of going to my school that I love with my mate and any of my friends that really matter (other than the two I have up here.)

And he won't pay for my college.

And he got out of everything else, somehow, too.

That fucker will get what's coming to him someday...

And after all that, the man who I thought I wanted to be my father all but disowned me for no good reason. I asked for my allowance without calling first, and he threw me out of his house with no ride home. I was a two hour walk from both places I could go. Fuck everything. Fuck all of you with your families that aren't broken... You don't know how lucky you are, because for the rest of us, it just keeps getting worse.

The poor soul keeps running away. He's nothing more than a coward, and nothing less. I trusted him. I was wrong to do so. I looked up to him. I was wrong to do so. I confided in him. I was wrong to do so. I loved him as the father I never had. I was wrong to do so. Fuck it all...

Surgery in three days. I can't be with my mate, and that kills me. We fought so hard, and now that we can finally be together, we're separated by roughly 80 miles. My sanity and equilibrium lies with him... Oh, to live with him... To wake up in his arms. To fall asleep in them.

The Void has been all-consuming... So I expressed it the only way I know how.
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Lyrics:

Disturbed, The Curse
Disturbed, Haunted
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I love you my mate.
~{Living on for Ren/Zen/Zak/Azrael}~
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